Thursday, July 28, 2011

For Amy….


Your hair falls


in stings





not just a body


lonely





Outside the green


hear your vocal chords tremble…


woe




My generation experiences.


Though you call us fake


this reality.


with your eyes all stretched out like green peacocks in the green flame.



Tell me


how is it that you put love in a category.


Tell me how is it that you name a death by numbers and not by personality.








Tell me


What is it that you care for.


or what


even


you believe in.








Do you remember the first time you fell?


Because i do.


I will never forget.


Through the collapses it travels on the rivers


the guitar rumbles through it


up the back of jeering notes,


how they called her.


violently


and screams.


how she called herself to execute….


numb.




money.






I am not vauge.


just responsible.


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel


that i can feel.


Soul .


Mother fucker hates.






Whether its gentle or rough


through her passion filled hips


she fuelled…in her funny way…






It will always hit.


What...are you still trying to judge books by covers and souls by body


Then why do i exist.


Tears fill embrace


this is her final resting

in place.









I am subdued, my heart rests


An angel finally sleeps





You sang for us…


You sang for us

we



are we worthy



we?


your song for us.


finger beat of the scratchy moon.


and my tears need not fade.


though they go


My reality grows but does not shatter your spokes or


falls




dancing on






I will dance on.


to the black


I will dance until my toes know not how.


to your voice.


But my heart can fight and reckon


from their is born


too many


many


colours….



settle.




judge and perceive,


the calling of a wilting rose,who was born to see the rain shatter her


though she took it


what is it to take?




like petals calls


good night dear sweet generation.My eyes are open


My heart still roars.


To those who feel love, you are not hidden


There is no judgement spoken







today's autumn sweet wind


august


caressing…


the air


with the sun.





1 comment:

  1. anger and rebirth... makes me think of cave paintings, the hands, stamping one's hand over and over and over on the wall, and how meaningless it becomes in 20,000 years...
    blue and yellow

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